HAHAHAHA OH NO CHANKAHAY OH NO.

 wanna be strong huh?

strong enough to control fate

okay life

this is wt you've got?

hah. i dun think so

bring it on.

thank you for makin me feel like 17 today.

im really happy.haven't felt that for a long time.

wt do u call it? childhood.happiness.union.

 and thank you for makin my desk a hot place haha.

god damn when is it

Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
Im sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go



And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
That Im terrified but Im not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That hes here means hes never lost



As my life flashes before my eyes
Im wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many wont get the chance to say goodbye
But its too late too pick up the value of my life

funny how a S.O.S and pon de replay girl turns to this

cool.